With my body that is. Lately I've been having some issues mentally with how I look physically. While I weigh 184 lbs and my body fat percentage is down to about 23%... I still see a girl who weighs a lot more than that. The hardest part of the surgery is now. It wasn't the actual surgery. It wasn't the relearning how to eat. It wasn't giving up a lot of my favorite foods. It wasn't changing my lifestyle. Its now. Dealing with my body. Dealing with the body dysmorphia disorder.
I feel AMAZING. I feel stronger. I feel *healthy*. But... I'm having a lot of issues looking in the mirror and seeing myself as "thin". A lot of whats on my body now isn't even fat. Its skin. Getting measured today and having Ty do the body fat measurement has definitely helped with that today.
Here is what 162lbs gone looks like btw.
Also!! Before I forget!!! Ya gotta check out Eggface's blog! She's having another AWESOME giveaway!!! I really want to win this one so I can try different proteins and WLS friendly snacks!